Dear God

Dear God,

Can you just tell me what should I do with the rest of my life,

I'm lost and I feel that I don't deserved to be happy or survive anymore.

By the way I'm glad that YOU send her into my life.

And I feel so sorry that I was mad at her and always throw my tantrum on her.

Pls send my apologize to her.

Thx god

Thx for being there with me