Dear God,
Can you just tell me what should I do with the rest of my life,
I'm lost and I feel that I don't deserved to be happy or survive anymore.
By the way I'm glad that YOU send her into my life.
And I feel so sorry that I was mad at her and always throw my tantrum on her.
Pls send my apologize to her.
Thx god
Thx for being there with me